I have been in church all my life – Methodist church. When I got married i had to change the church, and had to go to Dutch Reformed church. I could not learn anything. Not that in Methodist I knew about Jesus but it became worse.
It happened that we relocated to another town and saw a big board saying Methodist church – All welcome. I planned to go visit on Sunday. The pastor said something I never thought of before, If it happens that you die do you know where you’ll go? My answer was no I dont. I got born again that day. We all moved to that church, and we grow up to the level of the church.
We relocated again to another province, and we visited Rhema(Ps Ray MacCauley) we knew that is home. We grew even much more in the Word. However this amasing Jesus i did not know. I was getting tired because my life was not bearing what Christ came to give us, and I did not know what is wrong with me bcs they will say there is nothing wrong with the word so it had to be me. That was causing exhaustion.
I was born again in 1997 in that Methodist church. In 2008, as usual we had our yearly church celebration. One of the speakers was Joseph Prince. We were told that he will be talking about grace. I asked God to help understand what he is saying bcs, what I knew about grace was not bearing fruit.
That evening I knew that i’ve heared the word of the living God. Since then i am growing resting in God, knowing who I am in him.